The hard stuff

A lot of stuff has happened over the past week or so, I can't say what or who it involves as it wouldn't be fair but my gosh is it hard.

My job also got reviewed. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be actually. It was still very hard to take though. I know very well that everyone involved have only got my best interests at heart and I'm very thankful for their time in supporting me. I'm a stubborn one though and having to be told face to face that I need to think through my actions and their consequences is a hard one to take. I felt a little like a child but again I know that this wasn't the intention. I know I have to prepare for this happening time and time again in the future but again it's hard to swallow as I simply don't want to have to. 

Basically the end conclusion is that I am not allowed to be on campus by myself. I have to make sure I have people around at all times which means I can't work in my beloved office anymore unless there is someone around... which is not very often. Believe me I know it all makes sense I just don't like to be out of control and I feel like any sense of control I do have left is slowly but surely being taken away from me. There is a way around everything though and it's just a matter of making yet more adjustments so I'm sure I'll survive! 

I'm very happy to have been contacted by a various people recently as a result of my blog. I promise to get back to you very soon I'm just not afraid to admit I'm feeling a little low at the moment and I don't want to give half hearted responses but let it be known I truly appreciate the contact :)